Hey y'all!I'm sure we can all remember when we first started crossdressing. I have posted before that the first time I ever went full-on CD, was quite a few years ago, back in 2004 or 2005, when I was in the Air Force and stationed in WA state. I didn't get a chance to do it again until years and years later..... Anyway, once I was finally able to fully embrace my feminine side and go out en femme, it took me a while to finally admit to myself, "Oh, my GOSH I'm a crossdresser!" LOL It's like, I couldn't believe that I have such a strong feminine side, especially being raised the way I was raised, with being told that "Boys don't wear girls' clothes". Also, after I was all dolled up, looked in the mirror and saw Kimberly and saw her in the photos, it took me a long time to stop thinking, "WOW! Is that really me? Am I really doing this?" LOL
So yeah, it took me I'd say quite a few months to really admit to myself that this is me, this is who and what I am, I'm a crossdresser and it was hard for me to finally admit it to myself, but now I LOVE it!I don't struggle with it, or with any sort of gender identity. Only when I'm out dressed as Kimberly, do I want to identify as female and be addressed with the female pronouns, but other than that, I'm plain old, drab me. LOL
So was it hard for any of you to finally admit it to yourself?
