I don't really know tbh. It excites me but not in a sexual way. I have tried and tried to explain it to myself but all I can come up with is It's possibly the taboo aspect of it.
It makes me feel happy, relaxed and pretty. I have always kept this side of me in the closet but recently I want to express myself more openly, part of me just loves the clothing, dresses, skirts, stockings and suspenders lol. Then there is the make up, wigs and high heels. The world just feels better dressed I guess
