I'm exhilarated, scared and excited as I find myself dressing more and more. But now I've done the unthinkable! I've joined a dating service as a female just to see the responses. It appears I've received many more inquiries as a woman than I did as a man on a service. I haven't gone the distance by making myself available for conversation with these men. I certainly don't want to deceive these men, but I find it exhilarating and would like to start up a conversation with these men who have seen my profile which includes my photo, which they seem to like. It would be an interesting experience to see if I could express my inner female emotions to these men. It is a scary thought.