I so identify with your story. I once started to question and wonder what would happen, or how I would feel if I was able to dress and be Rachel as much time as I wanted. So I happened to have a couple of weeks when my wife was going to be away and so I chose to spend those 2 weeks as Rachel 24/7. as much as possible. I loved it but in the end I felt the same as you did in you final paragraph. I love getting as girly girl as I can and doing it as much and as long as possible, but when it is over I have no problem being my guy self and would never consider transitioning as long as I can have the best of both worlds. Thanks for sharing. Hugs Rach
