That magic moment

[lianatcharles]

I could not take my eyes off the whole image I was seeing, face, hair, body all of it suddenly new and real. It was her, that female I knew and sensed my entire life, always buried deep inside, had come out and was presenting to me in the mirror. I did not recognize myself and instantly felt feminine and beautiful.

Quite an amazing and breathtaking feeling. This happened for me the first time around 2009. I always described it as "crossing the gender barrier", This is a pic from that time, don't laugh!

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I never could get that complete magic moment again, no matter how I tried to open that portal for my inner female taking over my entire consciousness again. I would always see or sense some part of my maleness. Maybe it's impossible for me and I'm not sure if anyone else gets there 100%. I wonder if anyone else out there can relate to this?

I feel like if you dress up frequently enough over time and try different things you can eventually get the same feeling maybe once or twice. That's about how many times i've felt something similar since that first time.