Quote Originally Posted by Emma_Forbes View Post
Hi all,

Please forgive me if this irritates or upsets anyone or casts doubts on the veracity of posts here - it is not my intention to do that.

There are many stories of going out and having 'adventures' en femme on this site but I find that I am somewhat sceptical (maybe that's because I'm a cynic anyway :p ) that these sorties are as 'easy' as they seem. I find it easy to relate to the 'dashed to the car wearing ... and couldn't get back quick enough' type of scenario and the 'went round the block at 3 in the morning' because I have been there as well and I understand it.

I do have something more of a problem with those accounts, particularly by part-time cross-dressers rather than those full-time/tranisitioning transgenders, which make it sound as though it is the easiest thing in the world to go shopping (or elsewhere) en femme and there is never a problem. This is for 2 reasons. First the account doesn't usually cover the mental and emotional turmoil that going out causes and how to cope with it. Secondly, IF it is untrue, it could cause someone less experienced and less ready to go for a risky trip out. Now I'm not saying that anyone has ever posted an untrue account (how would I know after all) but I am worried that it can at times seem too easy and one day could get someone into deep sh... trouble. Of course I have absolutely no idea what we can do about it other than use our own judgement about whether something is risky or not.

I hope that makes sense and doesn't rattle anyone's cage too much.

Em
Dear Emma,

As you may have been able to surmise from the reactions to your post, there are those who agree with you and those who don't.

The fact is, it is "the easiest thing in the world to go shopping (or elsewhere) en femme". The fear and guilt most of us have is only in our heads. The fact is that 99% of the people in this world are far too wrapped up in their own troubles to give much of a damn about what you look like and how you want to present to the world. We manufacture all this turmoil ourselves. We are afraid! Imagine that. Afraid! Big strong men! Afraid of an underwear department in a department store! Afaid of a total stranger in the car next to us at a stop light. Afraid! It's ALL in your head.

Are people going to look? Yup! Do they care? Nope! To them you are a nothing. If anything at all you will rate a remark at the dinner table that night. You would get the same attention if you went shopping in a clown suit or a cowboy outfit. A passing glance, a roll of the eyes, and then on to the next problem.

Here is where the concept of appropriateness come in. If your dress is APPROPRIATE for your suroundings, again, 99% of the people will not even see you. This is why we say go to the mall, see what other women are wearing, and wear the SAME thing. Mostly that's jeans and a top. So if "going out" for you means dressing as for a formal dinner party, in stckings, heels, girdle, full makeup, fancy hairdo, you are going to stick out like a sore thumb at the mall. To dress like that, you need to go somewhere (like a formal dinner party) where all the other women are dressed the same way. If you are dressed appropriately, even when you are "clocked" the reaction will be much more positive than if you try to wear fishnets and 6" heels to the Outlet Barn. People don't like hookers of either sex, so if you want to dress ****ty, stay away from women and children.

And this leads us to the next consideration. That of the real danger which is out there. Is there danger? Yes there is, and it is real. So what is it? It's when you try to trick someone, another man, into thinking you are a woman. Men, in our present society, are incredibly homophobic, and capable if incredible violence, especially if they think they have been forced into a homosexual encounter. Almost all the instances of violence against TG and CD people have occured when men have thought their "honor" has been compromised by a homosexual encounter (when they have been "tricked" into a sexual encounter) with a "woman" who turns out to be a man. Don't do it! Unless you are 100% woman, FFS, SRS, the whole nine yards, DON'T try to fool another man into a sexual encounter. If it backfires, the potential for a violent reaction is huge. This is the danger. This is the real danger. Will this happen at the mall?, the bank?, the post office?, on the way to your therapist apointment? No. It won't. Because most people just don't give a tinkers dam about what you wear or what you look like, really. The danger comes from a mixture of CDing, alcohol, sex, and young men.

If you want to go shopping, to the bank, to the post office, to the gas station, go ahead. It is easy. The barriers are only in your head. I have not touched upon the reaction of your spouse or GF. I will leave that problem up to you. But the problem of how to deal with the whole wide world out there? That's a real non-issue. ALL here who have gotten up the gumption to just DO it have reported it's no big deal. And it isn't. Really!

Lovies,
Stephenie