I'm going to add my 2p... how I see it, it's not about 'wanting' it's about being who you are and sometimes it can cause a lot of hurt, heartbreak etc, but that is out of ones control, you can't help what you are and if that is being a CD, everyone will tell you, nothing in this life will ever change it and it isn't anything to be ashamed of. If others don't like it, that is their problem isn't it?
