For some of us, as time goes on, the desire and frequency becomes less, but it is always there to some degree.
Most of MY CD'ing these days is my everyday clothes, women's jeans, sweater, tennies. Sometimes Erin must come out full force.
So just find a spot where you are comfortable.
There are times when this does get addicting. So you are closeted, that is understandable. YOu will have to decide for yourself about this, but if you were able to get out time to time en femme, that helps. Of course after a taste of that, staying home dressed is no fun. So proceed with that in mind...
