I first started dressing at ....well let me put it this way....One very lazy summer day I went for a long walk. I was vaguely aware that I was in search of some sort of answers to the messages I was receiving from my subconscious. I saw my shadow gracefully keeping pace as I walked on and couldn't help but notice my body language.... I was at first startled to recognize and to be suspect of a female presence in me and suddenly all the pain of being him was gone. As I walked on to other neighborhoods as my new self , I met a whole new set of friends of various ages who immediately liked me for who I was which I assume to them was neither masculine or feminine just a happy spirit . I was very happy in my own skin and it showed
The dressing came shortly afterward. I had adopted certain items of clothing
a gold belt, earrings. white lacy scarf, girls boots, a wonderful girdle that had a silky crotch and always skin tight jeans ....all this occurred before I was 12. To me the dressing became the outward sign of the inner feeling but dressed or not I could always feel her wonderful presence....lacie