Just want to share my story and see if anyone else has a similar experience. I first had the desire to crossdress when I was 13 or 14. At that age I started to realize that my penis was small and I was sexually inadequate as a man. I remember thinking that I probably couldn't please a woman in bed. I started putting on my moms stockings and wanting to be with men. I wanted to be with real men and to please them. Looking back I believe that this feeling of sexual inadequacy as a man triggered something in me that made me want to switch roles in order to be sexually adequate. I was right, I am sexually inadequate as a man. As the years have passed I have been more and more turned on by the thoughts of having sex as a woman and being with what I consider real men sexually. Just curious if anyone else has had similar experiences.
Kayla