"I am happiest when she's away, and walking on eggshells andfull of dispair and dread when she's around."

Been there Jill.. I've been divorced since December. The best nights
sleep I have had in ten years was the night she left. I love my life now
and my children live with me by choice.. Good luck to you on what looks
like hell to you now. When you get to the other side of it you will be at
peace.. My ex still tries to push my buttons.. I have let her go so she no longer hurts me. You are beautiful. Do not let her make you ugly with her
threats.

xoxo,
Monica Marie