Well recently I kept having night mares of a friends orfamily member finding my stash . Well my sister sends her Nany/house keeper by once every 2 weeks or so to help me with cleaning. Well , one particular time , I told the nany not to bother to clean my room , i wasnt sure how secure it was. Well she did , prob instructed by my sister. Im sure it was this ocasian , but a womens shirt and stocking was found . Anyhoo my sis asked today about it to day. I told her it belong to some girl . I felt like puking , Im feeling better now , not 100 percent though. Im not sure it my sis baught it. Damn I really wonder if this is worth the mental stress of being caught or fear of being caught . I dont know if i could deal with the shame.
How do you others deal with being caught or knowing your suspected