I'm beginning to understand. You are not transsexual; you do not identify as a woman born inside the wrong body and you do not look at your male sexual organs as an aberration. You are happy with your male body and are at peace with your male hormones yet you embrace a feminine gender identification as well. Both. A simultaneous combination.
Maybe we should come up with an entirely new TG classification for transpeople who feel the way you do but who do not identify with any of the TS classifications:
AG = ambigendered.
Ambi-, amb-, ambo- + = Latin: both, on both sides. http://wordinfo.info/
As opposed to being bigendered: "a tendency to move between feminine and masculine genders respectively". http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bigender
