Why would I feel guilty.. or rather why do I feel guilty?? I can't figure out why I feel guilty when I wear.. or is it guilt?? what is it I feel?? why do I hide it?? why am I deathly afraid to tell anyone of my little secret?? the longer I don't tell it feels like if I tell "now" then it's gonna be hard to tell the person that I didn't tell sooner because of the negative reaction that I figure will come.. I know there are those who will say "but you don't know..." and yeah I don't know the reaction, but it is that fear of the unknown that keeps me running as it were.. I've thought of the good, bad and beyond horrible reactions to my telling and the worst case scenerio puts me in the "wish I never told" mode...
