[QUOTE=FemmeElastique;2155801My thing is, I like to crossdress and meet guys and be treated like a woman. It's like I am a woman sexually or something. I like a masculine/feminine balance when I'm with a guy and I like to be the feminine part. I never liked gay porn for that reason; 2 built, muscular guys going at it.[/QUOTE]
In a way, you're like many CDers. I had one experience with a guy, let's call my score 25 women with X encounters, and 1 man with 1 encounter. The whole time I "had to be" a girl with him. It didn't work any other way. I'm basically straight as you can see by my numbers. I'm totally turned off by 2 guys doing it also. I don't know why. But it's enough to not call myself bi. I don't really know if you are gay, maybe you're not. Maybe you're expressing a female sexual identity. There's no current psychological category for that yet, but you are not alone. There are many CDers here who can do it with guys if they "are women" at the time. Confused? I know I am.
