I'd just like to waste a moment of all you guys/gals time and apologize for being a total jerk a week ago... Two weeks ago... One week ago... Last time I visited the site, and raging up a fire storm of burning anger-ness throughout the forums and just generally pissing virtually every one off. I'm gonna go ahead and be the bigger man-- the bigger "it", and say, I'm sorry. I messed up. I know it. We all know it. Well, at least the people who saw and read the posts know it.
I was beyond frustrated that weekend from a multitude of things, most of which concerned my CD'ing and wanting to be a full TS. I was angry that my father is not going to accept the whole thing worth a crap, and my mother is only faking acceptance, and my sister is just ignoring me for her boy-toy. I was also angry (like I pretty much always am) at the world for the various political and current event news stories going on at the time. I was mad that I wasn't (and quite frankly, we or most of us, all are) going to be accepted in that weird, messed up place called Real Life.
Maybe I was hoping this site would be a good escape for a few hours, like I use my video games for. I dunno. I was just frustrated that I essentially wasn't allowed my opinion on certain things, that now I realize, either don't matter as much for this specific forum site, or simply didn't need to brought up or shared. I still maintain my views on those subjects, but I now know this is not the place to voice them. A political or philosophical forum would probably be better. I guess I just came here expecting a perfect dreamy place to relax, and was thrown off a bit. Admittedly, most to all of this little corner of a safe haven was destroyed by own doings.
Anyways, I went off, as every one knows. Made posts that annoyed people to no end, and got roughly half my posts deleted because of it. I shouldn't have taken it out on you guys/gals so quickly.
I'm sorry.
(And to think, I still can't even pass my bloody college english class. I took intro to English five times, and now College Composition this summer is my... fourth time. Yeah... I've not figured that one out either.)