It will fade. I have lived mostly dressed for the last 2.5 years except for 1 year in the middle. Now I do enjoy the freedom to do what I want which is nice. But with my wife still being friends and now the divorce on hold, I am no longer as free. I do pretty much what I want and it is fine. If you think that things will be so much better after the divorce for the dressing then you are going to be disappointed. You will probably spend a good deal of time dressed especially at first but then you will become lonely and need companionship. That means male time and the eventual telling of the new woman and possible rejection. It is tough on you mentally. Especially if you go through several women and they can't deal with your cd'ing. It is a different world if you tell a woman about your cd'ing. Lying and hiding will be even worse.
