For the most part I am single because I am so . . . well, different. Yes, my crossdressing plays a part in that, but it is much deeper than that. I have never been much of a dater or anything, but with the few relationships I have had there has never been a real connection. The women only knew a small part of me and, truthfully or not, I felt that if they were ever to know the 'true' me they would bolt. It is the same way with friends and casual acquaintances for me as well. Like I said, crossdressing is a part of this feeling, but mainly I feel it is that I have not truly accepted myself. On moment I may be all feminine and like, but in the next I am looking for . . . well, trouble, I guess. Until I find the balance in my own life I do not think it would be fair (to myself or any potential partners) to even begin a relationship.
