Realistically, simply to reach the stage where I looked good enough to go out enfemme - shopping, maybe cinema - just out in public and not be viewed as the freaky guy in the dress - rather it may be or is a guy but he's made a good effort.
Fantasy-wise, I would be interested in trying (if I were ever to be good enough) living for short period of time enfemme 24/7. It's one thing to be a closeted CD but to actually live it would be a truly great experience - whether good, bad or mixed - it would answer some questions.
