Wow, it's interesting to see the number of girls here in my age range, wonder what happened back then? I am 51, and my first memory of purposfully crossdressing was trying on my mom's bra when I was about 11, so 40 years. I quickly moved into panties and makeup after that initial episode and knew I wanted to take a more feminine role in my life. I have tried to quit and purged several times, but we all know how well that works, it never lasted long. If I could do so without hurting many people I love I would go 24/7 tomorrow, and start the road to transition, but that is not to be......Stephanie