Sometimes I want to be naughty. Maybe I'll get caught. Maybe not. Maybe I'll turn heads--doesn't matter if it's because I'm hot or merely not passing.
Sometimes I want to be naughty. Maybe I'll get caught. Maybe not. Maybe I'll turn heads--doesn't matter if it's because I'm hot or merely not passing.
Because a vagina is the most powerful thing in the world.
My Brain is making me do it, or the refusal is not an option any more. I did concider the options.
1 Suicide
2 Permanent Hospitalization
3 I dont have strenght to resist, because I have a survivors Brain.
4 I just did what my brain is showing me.
4a Part of me is euphgoric and other part is suicidial.
4b I choice to live.
5 I am transitioning and Im not proud of it, I just dont want to Die.
Breena. thats why I have to be a woman.
I was a cd for 50 yrs I spent 6 yrs in here as another identity. I am the unique one.
What else are you going to pick on cause for me it just ain't worth it, so I just look away and keep moving forward.
Breena.
Why do I want to "be" a woman. The problem with the question is that I know I can't "be" a woman. But, I can present as a woman, and I can be feminine.
So, why do I want to do this? Heck, why do I put myself through all this? It must be compelling as heck! And it is:
Five years ago my wife and I suddenly realized that part of me is wired as a woman, and that this part of me has had a profound affect on my life and continues to do so. With that realization, I MUST know who she is. We quickly came to the conclusion that to know who she is we had to give her life. Thus, after a few very naive attempts Tina was born and it really works! We let Tina live her own life as much as we can, and it's ever more! It is amazing what happens when she is
"on her own", unfettered by my male self. It is a fascinating adventure and I'm sure it's far from over, if over it will ever be. Thankfully, we both like Tina a lot!
I've definitely felt that rush. I wonder if that rush merely intensifies the feelings of gratification I have for other reasons, or if they constitute an entirely separate and independent motivation. Since I don't tend to be a "thrill seeker" in other ways (though I do enjoy a good adrenaline rush- rollercoaster, skydive, etc.), I have accepted it as the former for me.Originally Posted by kate473
I guess I want to be my idealized female, got a long way to go, and my wife wholeheartedly agrees with that! Well it's a great journey and though dificult at times is a whole lot of fun.
For me, I'd say it's to see the world from a whole new perspective, to experience life from the other side.
I LOVE RANMA 1/2! Of course I WOULD. x]I read about a Japanese cartoon from a few years ago where the hero was able to change from boy to girl if he got wet (not sure about this detail though). I think that'd be the life for me
Very well put, I feel the same.
Mistybtm :belly:
I too follow "Whitt's" response. Women have such physical attributes its imposible for me not to be envious. In addition they are more sensitive and caring than the males around them. You just to love 'em.
Seriously? Don't ever tell this to a woman... this post is borderline frightening.
Attitudes like this are the reasons feminists like Janice Raymond can write:
"All transsexuals rape women's bodies by reducing the real female form to an artifact, appropriating this body for themselves .... Transsexuals merely cut off the most obvious means of invading women, so that they seem non-invasive."
I'll go back to the original rational that I framed nearly 45 years ago. I simply decided to occasionally become the female that I wanted to be with. I'ts really that simple.
I can't truly say that I want to be a women but I would love to be a proper one for a couple of days just to really see how the other half lives
I like dressing as a women because mens clothes can be so boring, underwear is always the same for men, and our outer clothes always seem to be the same old thing, women get plenty more styles and looks, patterns etc.
Chris
I often want to be a woman because I so enjoy dressing up, going out and being treated like a woman. I enjoy the clothes, the new rituals and feeling pretty.
Charlie
Well I would argue that the HUMUNGOUS difference between what I allow in my psyche and rape is the willingness of the "woman". Dressed up, I allowed myself to use myself. It's not at all as if I desire to use a woman against their will. Objectification does not mean that at all. I'm just honest enough to say what so many men in our culture live out- a desire to have a woman be an simply an object for our pleasure (willingly, even happily). It is a warped fantasy in my opinion, and I don't actually want to let myself act that way toward another person, but this leads to the desire to become the woman of that fanatasy in order to fulfil it for myself without even being guilty of objectification of another person (and CERTAINLY not of rape!).
I am torn... I enjoy guy things but I have a soft demure feminine side that gets to enjoy pretty clothes and makeup. Women get to have multiple orgasms whiles guys are limited. If I died and came back it would be as a woman. Women's clothes are much more attractive than mens. Girdles, panties and night gown are my three favorite items of women's apparel
Last edited by Kendra Sue; 04-08-2011 at 01:17 PM.
i think just the joy of choices, clothes ..friends kids careers..with men its always some sort of competion, my cars faster, i make more money ,my jobs better ,mines bigger better than yours. with women they celibrate each other,enjoy things just because they alone like them, and i suspect sex is better ,why else would they even put up with us?
I was born knowing I was a girl in a boy's body. I wish I'd had the courage to be forward about that with my parents, but I digress. My soul is that of a woman, I do not doubt it a second. I feel that I live a lie every day I live as a man. I feel robbed of the chance to be pregnant and bear children and be a wife and mother. So, I will do the best I can with the life I have left!
Hugs,
Jen
I have no idea where the desire come from, but i felt it since I was 6 years old.
because most things in their lives are so gentle and pretty. The skin,, the long hair, the body shape, the girly giggles, dolls, playing house, dressing up, wearing mummies shoes, being swept off your feet, receiving flowers, putting flowers in your hair, playing at princesses, having breasts, being petite, sipping champagne at a summer garden party in a summer dress........so much more
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