Ok Here is a little report I wanted to give about a recent experiment I tried. In the past I would dress up go out in public and then my male drive would build up and then when I returned home I would take care of a happy ending as you call it and feel that relief and release then put all the clothes away and say I will never do it again and feel frustrated etc.
The other day I tried a new experiment where as I start dressing I take care of my male release and have an orgasm before I even finish dressing. I then take a shower and push through the feelings of guilt and desire to put the clothes away. I would finish my dressing session and makeup and go out the door.
At first I was tired and indifferent, but as I entered the public and walked around a sense of huge relief came over me. I felt several tingling peaceful sensations in my body.
I was extremely relaxed and was not self conscious and didn't feel the libido testosterone rush. It was a very easy going stress relieving outing.
I casually returned home after shopping and walking and had a good nights sleep.
This was a idea i got from an article I read about keeping the CD clothes on after Orgasm and hold the feeling and see where it takes you to dissassociate feminine feeling and energy from sexual release.
Maybe an idea for some others who are on this same boat. Any other thoughts on why it felt so peaceful after taking care of the man business before hand??
This also was easy on the need to stay tucked LOL!!