I wish I'd been born female instead. I spent many years struggling with some pretty severe gender dysphoria, and secretly longed for gender reassignment. Funny how life gets in the way, and maybe I'm actually glad it did. I always wanted to be a woman, but I'm somehow less keen on being a transexual woman. I don't mean to offend anyone in any way with this statement, but there really is a difference. I guess I mean that I wanted all the things that girls have such as a female childhood, first date, first kiss, first prom, wedding day, and all that gooey stuff. I wanted a life as a woman without the gender dysphoria, which I guess can only come by being born that way.
I settled into married life with a truly wonderful woman, and I've accepted my lot in life as her husband. I'll probably always have a sense of loss, and a longing for womanhood, but I manage to stay content by simply enjoying my femme moments while crossdressed. I made my choice, and I'm willing to live with it.
And when I'm crossdressed, yes....I want to look like a girl.
