My father was almost non exisitent in my life until recent. He doesn't deserve the father title in my opinion. He's more like a friend to me. I don't even call him "dad" or anything like that, I usually refer to him by his real name. It may sound disrespectful but I just can't bring my self to call him "dad". I don't hate him as much anymore (he's done unforgivable things in the past), sometimes we chill and play some video games together but that's about it. He doesn't know about my crossdressing and I know for a fact that he won't take it well. I'm sure of he played any part in my life I would feel comfortable telling him (and no I don't think him being in my life would have changed my interest in crossdressing).
