my parent will never know i respect them too much ,, my mother is still having a hard time with the fact i got a divorce (not her son) she lives in her 50's world of perfection. and my father is one of those guys that nothing fazes, but i know it would brake his hart( he would hold it all in and then just die) my sister would freak so bad she would just go off the deep end .. ( that why i dont plan on coming out of this closet ever. ( imight take a trip out and around the room but back i will go) im dont really care if my sis freaked but i just could not hurt my parents (i would give up cding ) if i had to so it would not hurt them ) i would curl up and die but i would try for them
