I had an experience yesterday that happens often with me. I would assume that it is common but your opinion would be interesting.
Yesterday I had to make a road trip to pick up some things for work. It was going to be a 6 hour round trip, and all I had to do was pick up a box from a delivery service and get it back to work and drop it off. Since I was leaving from home and only had to drop it off at work, I contacted Tanya a co-worker that I am out to. I told her to meet me next door to work and I would give her the box, because I would be in girl mode. She laughed and said ok.
Since I had arraigned it so that I could have a Katie day, I was totally excited. I told my wife about my road trip and that I was going in enfemme. She rolled her eyes and did her normal 'I don't want to see it.'
I will skip all the details but I had a great day. I was in the car most of the time but did stop a number of times for lunch and pee breaks. Being in public dressed is not new to me, but sometimes I forget how relaxed I can be in girl mode.
OK the point of the story is! I got home about ½ before the wife so that I could change clothes before she got home. She has made it clear she doesn't want to see me as Kaite.
Last night at home I went through a mild depression. I have discovered over the years when I spend a lot of time in girl mode, that going back to boy mode always puts me in a down mood. I use to think it was just coming down off the Pink Fog high. But I am sure there is more to it. I just hate going back to being male after such a nice day as a girl.
I assume I am not alone in this. Have any of you experienced this?