Yes I can understand your question; What does the other side have that I do not have.
I see you like the Idea of being strong, dominant, powerfully, in short manly trites.
I guess with me anyway, I like the Idea of wearing pretty clothes, looking nice, not
DAB nice, but feminism nice.
When you see a pretty girl, she is the attention of the room. I know I will never reach
that goal in a million years, but I can dream, and put on a nice dress and enjoy the moment.
Some here have been fortunate to go on to full transitions to being a female, Other's can
only live the life they wanted to by dressing full time. They have the body type to be able to
achieve this goal. I myself have the body of a lumberjack; Great for cutting wood, but I would
look like a cartoon in a dress outside of this house. My wife understands my desires, and is
OK with my dressing. and even under dressing.
I wish you a lot of luck; Shark, you are able to look like a handsome young man, You know what a
feeling inside that gives you. It is much the same on the other side of the street, If you can get
my meaning.
I hope this answers some of your questions, I know your question will bring many responses.
Hugs
Rader