Hi Anki. I think I can understand where you're coming from. I'm genetically male and I'm attracted to women. Now where it gets complicated for me is that I would consider myself female and attracted to females. But although I want the female body you have, sometimes I still feel that I want to keep a certain part that makes me a GM. I don't think I would ever have a full transition.

Just out of curiosity would you ever consider being in a relationship with a male crossdresser? Speaking for myself I have found that I sometimes feel I want to be with a man when I am presenting as female. Sorry if it's a bit bold of me asking this, I'm just curious to see if you are coming from the opposite side of the spectrum to where I am