I (the wife) am overwhelmedd by all of these replies. Yes I am hurt, yes I am angry. Guess what. So is steph! As much as I hate to admit it I think aprilrain and katelynmichele are right in their response. Like I said in the loved ones section. This sucks! I/we are on one hell of an emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I do rather well at knowing steph isnt doing this to me, doesnt want to hurt me, has no real control of the situation. Other times I blame him. He promised we would be married forever and there was no doubt in my mind(and im sure his too) that was the truth. Right now thats how I FEEL. Hurt,angry and blame on my husband. I know its not right, but its the feeling I have. I have been on vacation for over a week, we havent had much time to talk. There isobviously a lot of stress. Once we talk it will be begter. The situation will be the same, but we can cry and comfort each other anyway.
