Girl up and go out the door you are the only one holding you back.
Put your fears aside and just have a plan or a place to go never never just wander around like you are out of place,
If you want you can go to a book store/coffee house and read a book or act like you are on your cell phone.
I go to Barne's and Noble book store a lot enfemme and bring a book and get some coffee.The people that work there don't judge you.
The coffee girl is really nice to me.She clocked me the first time I went there but treated me as another woman because I acted like one.