As a long time CDer I have encountered many highs and lows. The highs involve the rush of dressing, getting new clothes and having my wife know and mildly accept my dressing. The lows involve the loneliness of hiding my secret from everyone else, feeling trapped in my house while dressed, the shame I still feel at times when I feel bad vibes from my wife when dressed and the pain I feel for her having to carry "the secret" around with her...my highs can be her lows and I struggle with that at times.
What are your highs and lows?