Progress for me, but for my wife - not so much.
I expect some turbulent times over the next few weeks. I expect she is going to look on it as my refusal to suppress myself and that I've chosen "me" over family. I'm bracing myself. But I can't lead her on and I cannot continue to be this unhappy and depressed.
I went out today (as me, Chelsea) for lunch and to pick up some new tights. I feel so much freer and more at peace. One thing that makes me go "hummmm" is since I started tucking (well over a year ago), I have found that is the only way my "man" bits are comfortable - up and out of the way. I look so forward to GRS.
