I read something interesting today, someone online had asked about getting aroused from CD'ing, and if it was technically classified as a fetish. The reply said, yes, it is since you're getting sexually aroused by it. They went on to explain that men who CD do it because they aren't getting their physical needs met by having a woman in their life. By dressing up as a woman, they are fulfilling their mental needs and wants for a woman by dressing up as one. But, for the people who have been doing it for a while, they don't get aroused anymore because it isn't something new and sexually exciting anymore.
I think this is what could be happening with me. I don't go out much, and I get laid even less. But, when I do have intimate encounters(sexual, etc...) with women, I don't feel the urge to CD for quite a while after that. Similar thing happens when I masturbate, I feel I want to CD, 'bate, then I don't want to dress anymore(at least for the time being).
Does this happen to anyone? Normal thoughts? I feel I might be more productive if I just go out and find a girlfriend, instead of spending time, effort, and money on looking like a girl.
These thoughts have led me to purge my "stash" several times too.