So last night after getting home from work I decide to dress up. I do the deed, apply my makeup and choose my clothes. My fiancé and I had a great time, listening to music and having a ccouple drinks. Our roommate comes home and we play a game of basketball on the Xbox. Everything is normal and it is second nature for them to see me dressed, so it's not a big deal. The only problem is that towards the end of the night, for no reason I start to become self conscious and being hard on myself. I started feeling stupid in my own skin. It frustrates me because although I feel normal, years of society saying its not rears its ugly head and it sets me back. How do I feel normal when I won't let myself?