Okay girls….here is one for ya,
About 4-6 weeks ago, I posted about how distraught I was because I had done such a terrible job with my make-up. I had a lot of posts helping me cope, and I thank everyone who did so.
Since then, I had decided that I am not going to do things half-way any longer. I’ve worked on doing my make up (lots of youtube vids help, smile), and although I spend about the same amount of time dressed, I just feel so much more comfortable. I like who I am, and I like what I see in the mirror.
To the point now. I work in a very, very, homophobic workplace. I maintain a well-balanced approach though. I love my career, and from the day I was hired, it’s never, ever been a dull job. But it limits me as to what I can do, especially in the summer. I work outside, and, teehee…Don’t really want to shave my legs…lol…I’m laughing.
But in the fall I am going to shave them. TA DAAAA… like that’s a big deal. But I can’t wait. I am planning on making Halloween a big drag night…trying to look my best…it should be fun.
Anyways…how much does my job interfere with what I want to do? Sometimes I feel like I want to go 24/7, but I never get that far in my thinking to really consider it…due to my job. I love it, my job, and my career, but is it hampering my inner self, to be the person I want to be?
Has anyone ever left their job, to be the girl they want to be?
Just thinking…as I sit here typing in complete drag, my bed strewn with my clothes, and loving it!
Lisa