Thanks Doc, we have been here for just about the same amount of time that I can recall from another post.. I knew something was wrong ,mostly from reading all of the average threads on this site.. So just being honest here, I tried to fit in because I actually thought I was T.G... ( not that there is any thing wrong with that)..
I really did my best trying to be a girl, it just wasn't fitting and deep down before I started I knew this.. I just didn't know why, why do I have this urges to dress? I never threw in the thought of a fetish seriously before ( though has past my mind before)..
So I did some deep internet searching and allot of what I have learned has also came from what I have learned from here..Reading about how other people express their dressing and knowing that's not how I expressed mine was enough for me to find out why.. So going off of what I did know and finding this information out that I didn't know inspired me to think..I wonder if anyone else would like to know instead of having to go through countless hours of searching..I didn't mean to offend anyone that wasn't my goal at all..
Thanks Doc appreciate the input..