Aaron, I believe that is desire becomes tamed over time. I remember my youngen days. I was a pig(as some girlfriends would call me). I had a fire that was beyond control. I wanted.....period. Over time, it had become boring because of the disconnected feeling I would have w/ them. So I decided to find a mate and get married. My point is that sexual desire is a huge part of us and sometimes it's hell on wheels. It's a part of us just like any thing else. You'll mature over time into realizing that is not what life is all about, It's only a part of it just like crossdressing. Hang in there. What help me was seeing the emotional strain that I put on them and I didn't like it.
