Thanks Jorja. I know I am not out of the tunnel yet and that the normal problems of life will always be there but at least I will be living a genuine life. That is something I never thought possible for most of my life. Having gone full time I thought the worse of it was over. I really had no idea of the difficulties to come but many of them are now finally behind me. You and others on this board like Bad Tranny, Kaitlyn and Kathryn have already helped me immensely with your posts. I loved your story.