Ok all that nailbiting was for naught. The boss who works at three offices couldn't make it today so I was relieved but not for the reason I wanted.
Debbie
No I didn't email her I feel it is better to do face to face. She seems like a nice person and if the shoe were on the other foot that is how I would like the person to tell me. I will keep creating space for the REAL ME.
Thanks Steph I will keep that in mind.
Peace, love and understanding to all
Rachel