I don't know if a lower dose will do what you are thinking. With hormones you kind of get what you get and there is no way to know until you get it. I can tell you that for me it is having quite an effect on my appearance and even more so on my emotions and thought processes. I have to look like a man at work for a while longer but it is getting more and more difficult, and the reality is I really do not care anymore. The fear is going away, and the closer I get the more I know it is right. I used to be so scared of this as any rational person would be but this is fading.
