Yes, you all are right.
this is the crucial word: "acceptance". As I have endured a life of "not-acceptance", my first days of acceptance (as a female looking human) are "strange". For me experiment means to have the possibility to test the level of acceptance and to realize how the real me was different from the false me I was pretending to be.
As usual acceptance is equal to self-acceptance. Fully self-acceptance imply that what the world thinks is no longer important, because this is what I am, whatever others may think. Thanks.
