At least you have some clarity about it!

Me - I really like guys, I fantasize about them
but am in love with a woman,
I live full time and identify as a woman myself
but I still have a ......
and sometimes I am attracted to trans women
and I really adore trans men

Homosexual? Gay? Lesbian? Bi? Queer?
Pretty sure I am not exactly straight.

I don't know, don't care.