@Jesse six
I'm glad it resonated with you. Hearing that makes me feel a bit better about all this.
@Adriana:
Living in my own place has given me a massive sense of freedom, but it can also feel like a cage too. The only time Adyson can be herself is when I'm at home. I'm still too intimidated to go outside en femme. Though I will occasionally go outside onto my patio really early in the morning.
@Rachelakld
Balance. I'm still trying to figure out how to balance these two. Though, your words have reassured me that perhaps Adyson is trying to get more time because she has only had a couple of years to be out.
@JennyMarie
I often imagine myself in that show, having the same curse as Ranma. The difference in how I'd handle it would of course be that I wouldn't tell people my original gender so I would just be me.
@Kelly10
You're braver than me. I often go to work wearing panties, though some pants make that a risky prospect. I occasionally wear boxers. I opened a thread asking about how to hide my bralines because I want to start doing that more. I'm not yet at the point where I'd willingly take off so I could stay en femme, though when I do take time off, I maximize my time as Adyson.
@Patty Fay
That's my big dilemma. I wish I could be fully female but I don't want to be fully female all the time. I'm rather attached to the male half of me too.
The reason the v string was such a disappointment was I imagined it was like a breast form for down under if you know what I mean. An artificial vagina. Man would I love one of those! I'd rather not give up either side, but I wish I could go a bit further too.
As for my girlfriend, she is absolutely amazing. I love her so much that I do Valentine's day stuff all throughout February.
