Thanks for the feedback, Nikki. The few times I've been Adyson in broad daylight was when I was when I was looking after my parents house in the mountains. I went full en femme and walked around in their secluded backyard away from prying eyes. Or so I hope. I have to admit, being able to feel sunlight on my body as Adyson was a real treat. And being able to feel the wind blowing my skirt gently around, it was amazing. But as before, I felt like I was imprisoned in that backyard. An inmate allowed to roam the prison grounds so to speak. Before I'm even ready to go out in public, I think I need to let some of my friends know about Adyson. To come out of the closet so to speak.
@Billie.
Thank you for the long response as well. A lot of what you've said resonates well with me. As for who knows about both sides: my amazing girlfriend, and the members of this forum. I suspect several people have an idea, but none of them have dared ask. I've discussed my dual gender nature to a friend, but I've not let him in on everything. I have another friend I wish to talk with, but haven't had the courage. So yeah. Their reactions are unknown.