Aprilrain and Michelle,
Thanks for your responses. I means a great deal to me that you did.
To answer your questions. I am exploring feeling and have a need to go to counseling.
I identify male and don't hate it but also like being female whenever I can. At least now the drive to expand her and leave my male side is so strong it is a real challenge for me to
Go about simple things. Distracted
Regarding anxious or stressed, i have always been very anxious and compulsive
As I think back I don't believe these were focused around my sexual inclination (gender) anymore than anything else; work, life; kids; expression/trapped without being able to be either gender when I felt it was needed, a bad relationship etc etc
I don't necessarily feel trapped in another sexes body but I don't like the sex I portray each day either. Make sense
Maybe I am stuck in limbo. Don't know. A guy in a dress is no place for any person to be stuck. Yuk. Just yuk. But going to the other extreme is for now not part if the plan
...at least at this moment
If I could choose, I would incline 85-90 woman to rest guy. Today.
Does that answer your questions?
Vanessa
