I've been retired for a few years but until a year ago I was working full time as caregiver to my wife. After she passed away I've had to learn how to be single and retired. I have the tools and plenty of jobs to do. Many of them I get done but there are times when I'd just as soon dress up, have a cup of coffee, surf the web, change clothes and do it all again. There is a reward for all the hard work we've done but sometimes I tend to draw down on those rewards a little too quickly in favor of trying to get pretty. I don't know if it's lazy or an expression of the Pink Fog that is not limited by other obligations. I was kind of leaning toward the latter earlier today, but it may be a little of both. The trick is to find out where life goes from here and there are lazy paths, pink fog paths and hard work paths that can all be followed to see where they go.
