I fear the worst for this relationship after reading all your topics Ally, I have to say and be honest here in the fact that "in this thread" you have put up a picture now of "how you were".... to me that speaks volumes that you can't and probably never will be fully on board with your bf being a crossdresser and notably wishing it was simpler is never a good feeling, if you feel like this now then you will probably never fully except him as a crossdressing man and perhaps future husband material and it will be a major strain on the relationship as it seems to be on you side now, I hope for both your sakes you can work passed this, talking to each other is always the key in these situations tell him exactly how you feel and how your dealing with it.
For the record I have a lot of friends with crossdressing husbands and the relationships have always been better because there is a better understanding between each other, usually a crossdressing guy is more in touch with his emotions and fem side and in turn that relates to a better understanding of how there wives and gf's may be feeling. sure ok it was hard in the beginning but they worked passed it.
