I only regret that I'm not as feminine as I could be. I only want a cure for the limitations that prevent me from being my ideal feminine self. However, it's not my main interest in life, just a side interest that I wouldn't want to do without, like breathing.
Luckily, I've never been obsessed or consumed by my urges. Sounds like you experience a little more ecstatic happiness than you can stand en femme. It will probably calm down before long without needing to worry about it.I'm working much harder though to not allow this part of me to consume me the way it did before and Im still having trouble balancing that []