I hesitated for a while, because I am not sure if it is appropriate in this forum. I will go ahead to tell my story, let me know if it is not the right forum.
When I was growing up as a kid, I will conscious of the fact that my penis was a little smaller, and my buttock was a little larger, and plumper than other boys. My friends liked teasing me about my feminine buttock. When I first cross-dressed at 10, I made myself a panty and tried it on in front of a mirror. I loved the feeling, and loved worshiping my small penis and plump buttock. My early experience afterwards was always around wearing pretty panties.
Now I am happily married with 2 wonderful kids. My fascination about prettying-up my penis and buttock persists. Nowadays I love wearing stockings, garter belts, waist cinchers, and of course panties. I keep myself cleanly shaven in pubic area, normally with a landing strip. Whenever I have a chance, I love to try my collection of lingeries in front of a mirror. I never fancy of fully dressing up as female, not to mention going out en femme. I never wish that I was born differently. I adore my feminine look of my small penis and nice round buttock in nice classy lingeries.
I don't know, but after following this forum for a little more than 2 weeks, I have never seen any girls mentioned similar experience. Maybe this is not a proper topic to raise, I apologize in advance.