I was a real introverted person..non-talkative and not outgoing. No socializing, no dating.
Then I started CDing. Clubbing a few months later. Thought I could rid myself of my in-person shyness thru Kacey.
Now a year later..I'm still the non-talkative person. Oh, I'm still clubbing, seeing other t-girls. Mostly just sitting drinking and being the wallflower though. Still no dating, Still introverted. Oh, strike up a conversation with me and I'll talk up a lot on good subjects. But I still can't initiate. Heck, there's been times even going to a bar/club locally I've sern others there (hi Sammie) and I still can't get up to go over and say hi. Kinda depressing I know. But that's me. The unnoticed wallflower.
That's been the only depressing side to Kacey...thinking I could change myself that way along with being Kacey.
But it's just too much of who you are to modify..and that's internally more than can be changed just by hiding in a dress.
I think some can...if you have a bit of an extrovert part of you just struggling to get out. Then dressing may allow the release. Others may "want" but just can't.
